Saturday, September 5, 2009

performing to my cousins

today my cousins request me to perform some magic to them. and yes, i show them some of my skills in magic which they seems to enjoy. the feeling is totally difference from my previous performance. because i know they are my cousin and they will be more 'friendly' when i perform, i was quite nervous..... my hand is trembling because i have this feeling...... scare of doing something wrong. when i perform to stranger, i have full confident because i know i will only meet them once or maybe twice and even if i do something wrong, they might not meet me again. But when i perform to someone who know me, i feel like if i do something wrong, then it will be quite embarrass because they will see me again. this type of feeling always hunt me when i perform to someone i know...... i know this will happen to me again and i need to get over these as soon as possible with more and more performance. YES!!!!!! i can definately do it!!!